Hidden away, but peeking around the corner. I am confident in my career but nervous about life. Be patient with me?
Update: Since Iâve posted a pic (finally, I know), I get about 250-300+ views and messages a day. I really tried to make an effort to respond but I just canât. Itâs a full time job. So⦠please know that I am not ignoring you. I just canât see them all. And the app keeps messing with my ability to open things easily. Anyway, maybe catch me in the chat rooms? Say something sweet. Introâs like âwanna fuckâ get scrolled past. Iâm looking for deeper conversation than that, please. Iâm genuinely here to learn and to figure out if and how I could fit into a world such as this⦠I donât immediately meet people, though I have met several and all were lovely, kind, and respectful. 24 hours isnât patience. Iâm a romantic. Iâm polite. Iâm intelligent and respectful.
I have learned there are many definitions of âsubmissionâ. My definition is choosing to do for and care for my partner⦠not blind trust to a complete stranger. Just because I donât do your bidding doesnât grant you the ability to change my perspective. Iâve learned a lot these last few months. Thank you to those that have been kind and patient with me. Thank you to those that have been abrupt and .. less kind. Itâs all a lesson.