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Are you KIDDING me???
Posted:Feb 21, 2009 5:48 pm
Last Updated:Feb 22, 2009 8:19 am

OK, I'm not going to post the email I received but the short version is it was from a single guy and said "I know most profiles on here are fake but if yours isn't please write back to me".... Are you really THAT stupid??? Do I really look THAT stupid?? WHAT an idiot.
Do I look that stupid??
Posted:Feb 21, 2009 6:02 am
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2009 5:46 pm

I've been neglecting my blog of late as my life has been BORING and I've not had a great daeal to blog about but this AM, I received 12 different "friend" requests. All from people I DO NOT know, have never chatted, emailed or anything with and we're supposed to be "friends"? Pretty clearly on my profile, I explain what I'm looking for and what I'm NOT looking for. If you just want to gawk at pictures, please understand you WON'T be gawking at mine unless I KNOW you....OY!!
All fucked up....
Posted:Feb 14, 2009 2:36 pm
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2009 2:56 am

That's how I feel about my life at this moment in time. It's been coming for a bit but is definitely at a peak today...Being Valentine's Day, I had hoped for some time with my S.O but no such luck. He made plans for last night with his mom & (no, I don't have a problem with that nor do I have a problem with not being included). My problem comes in that we've not seen each other since 1/16/09 and before that was 12/25/08. Granted, we talk on the phone every day but if I wantd to have a relationship with a phone, I'd find one that was more available and accessable.What kind of a "committed" relationship is seeing each other 1 every month or so and having sex every 4-5 months?? He says he's truly comitted to US as a couple for the long term. Then we never see each other.....And don't move forward with anything....Engaged? Nope...Living together? Nope...Date nite every week? Nope....
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Back to the grind
Posted:Feb 9, 2009 2:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 1:19 am

Well, after a rather foggy drive to Menomonee Falls this AM and an ENDLESS wait at the medical college, my work day is nearly over. Just a few more things to bill and I can move on to laundry, dishes and...being lazy??

Can't wait for tomorrow, I hear rumors that it's supposed to be nearly 60...
Posted:Feb 8, 2009 1:11 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2012 11:24 pm

Why is it that I'm wide awake at 3am? I'm at a loss for a good reason so I'd have to go with I had to pee and haven't been able to fall back to sleep. I'm feeling rather contemplative and wondering if I'm following the correct path in life....Specifically with regard to relationships and self care....Relationships because mine is rather stagnant and nothing appears to be changing with that any time soon. I dislike having an ongoing relationship via telephone and only seeing my S.O. once a month or less. I can't recall the last time we knocked boots or spent any significant time together without a purpose (like Xmas with the family or a holiday party). I've voiced my displeasure about these things and nothing changes. I'd really LOVE to have a relationship where I actually SAW the other person once or twice a week and we were able to do things together and enjoy some time together. I'm a pretty touchy person in that I like to hold hands, snuggle on the couch, etc and the S.O. is opposite of me in that regard. It's not like I expect a full on make out session in public but holding hands or an arm around the waist is something I welcome.

As far as self care goes, I had a follow up with the PA about my medical status and we had a "Come to Jesus" type conversation. While I've lost some weight, my A1C is hideous, moreso than it was a few months ago. When I found out the result, I said something like "You're gonna kill me" to the PA and her response was "I don't need to, you're taking care of it all on your own." That was kind of frightening. So I've been really focusing on adjusting my eating habits and monitoring my blood sugars 4 times/day. I really don't want to leave my babies without a mom.
Absolute Annoyance
Posted:Jan 28, 2009 6:30 am
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2009 6:04 am

OK, since I started this new job in Nov, I've been annoyed by my boss....He's the ultimate micromanager and I'm not used to that kind of boss.....I'm a rather capable person and can do my job well without a great deal of hand holding. This person is INSANE... We use a calendar system to put appointments on and he wants all of us to put ALL appointments, even personal ones, on this calendar so he can know where we are at all times.... Ummm, no freaking way....If I'm on my own time, you have no need to know what I'm doing so long as it's not affecting my job or my license.....

I'm not used to being asked where I am and what I'm doing every second of the work day. If I'm attending appointments, I'm busy and it's ON MY CALENDAR so the boss should check that and know where I am.....I was expecting a similar level of independence and latitude that I had with my last position which was doing the SAME thing but for a diferent company.....

My problem is how do I satisfy the bosses need for control without wanting to choke the crap outta the boss??
Posted:Jan 19, 2009 6:22 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2009 6:23 am

I am in shock at the moment and completely excited, too. A while back I entered a sweepstakes to win a trip to Churchill Canada to see polar bears and I got a message today that I WON!!!! 8 days/7 nights in Canada interacting with the polar bears, all flights, transportation, meals, excursions, lodgings included... 1 night in Winnepeg before flying to Churchill to spend 6 nights in a lodge allowing for extended viewing of polar bears, a helicopter flight over Hudson Bay, a sled ride into the country, night viewing of the Northern Lights, local Inuit museum and then another night in Winnepeg coming out of Canada. I'm so excited I could scream...Whoda thunk when I entered the sweepstakes I'da won....
Another year???
Posted:Jan 2, 2009 5:40 am
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2009 6:16 pm

I'm in shock that it's 2009 all ready...Where did 2008 go? Seems like last week I was coming back from my parents in Nashville to celebrate Xmas 2007 and now we've had Xmas 2008 and are into 2009. It boggles my mind how quickly time is passing...
Are we there yet???
Posted:Dec 22, 2008 7:14 pm
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2008 5:15 am

OK, I understand that winter has just officially started but are we to SPRING YET???? I'm sick of the cold, sick of the snow... My car has had a frozen door, bad alternator and this AM, a bad battery that was a frozen brick under the hood.....I'm tired of two steps forward, three steps back.....Feeling like I'm not ever going to get ahead...And the weather doesn't help...I need some sunshine and warmer weather to break me out of my funk....

Or a massage....Mmmmmm, that'd be really good.....
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Posted:Dec 15, 2008 7:30 pm
Last Updated:Dec 18, 2008 8:30 am

Went out to my car to get in it this AM so I could Speed-racer it to Kenosha and my damned car door was frozen shut...Luckily, the passenger side could be YANKED open by my 21 year old and I could climb acrossed the seat to get to the driver's seat...Took about 20 minutes before my car started throwing heat and by then my eye lids were frozen shut...I've walked around all stinking day with COLD ass feet and hands.....All to hear the BLISSFULLY happy news that it'll warm up tomorrow in time for it to FUCKING SNOW AGAIN!!!! I adore winter in Wisconsin
Posted:Dec 12, 2008 4:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 1:19 am

I'm not sure why but this week seems like it's lasted 10 years... I'm glad the weekend is nearly here. I've wrapped all of the Christmas presents I had purchased (NO, I'm not done shopping yet)put up sme of the decorations, have instructed the 2 oldest boys to put the tree up today while I'm at work and have written out all of my Xmas cards... SO, need to finish shopping, wrap the stuff, mail the cards, do my holiday baking and find time to work, mail the Xmas box of stuff to my brother, help the get gifts for each other, find time to see my HoneyBunny...And try not to drive myself mad....Tall order, huh?
All Snowed in
Posted:Dec 9, 2008 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2008 4:46 am

Well, I woke this morning to reports of school closures and crappy roads. My apointment for this afternoon in Kenosha cancelled so I did some work from home on my laptop and read a book I'd started when I was in Georgia. were loud and rambunctous so I sent them out to shovel and run off their extra energy....

Made soup for dinner and made homemade bread, the house smelled fantastic....

Hope everyone is safe, warm and dry
Posted:Dec 7, 2008 5:33 pm
Last Updated:Dec 8, 2008 4:45 am

There are days I feel sorry for my .... Today happened to be one of those days. #1 lost his job due to our being gone over the Thanksgiving holiday even though he told then when they hired him that we had non-refundable plane tickets and they said "Not a problem". Well, 3 days before we leave, they tell him ALL managers are expected to work some part of EVERY holiday and if he doesn't, he'll be fired....
#2 still hasn't found a job since he's been back from culinary school even though he says he's filled out applications ALL over the place.
We're down to one vehicle as #1 sold his car when I had a company car. When I got laid off the last job, they got the company car back and I'm driving my old one so it really IS kinda hard for them to look for jobs without vehicles.
At this point, I'm still trying to catch up with bills and get a few things for Xmas but I feel like I'm drowning.
Didn't help that #3 today was in "Mom is a waitress" mode and requested a big breakfast then "something" for lunch (even though we'd only eaten this HUGE breakfast 45 minutes prior) then "Could you make me dinner because it's too much work for me to make myself soup" JESUS FUCKING CHRIST...
So, I lost my temper, just a bit, and went into full on sarcastic mode... "Of course, Master B, the waitress would be HAPPY to provide you with ANYTHING you desire. Please, allow me to pick up your lunch dishes as well as your afternon snack plate before I begin preparing your dinner. Will soup be adequate or shall I prepare something more substantial for your dining pleasure?"
I need to find a rich guy who will take me away for a weekend of relaxation and pampering....

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